MY <3 IS IN A MILLION PIECES

Sunday, May 23, 2010

hey, if u guys happened to read this dead blog, i just want to tell you guys that ive a new blog,click here . But this blogs still stays as well as the poetry.

&10:54 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Saturday, April 3, 2010

sorry, i havent posted in a while.
ive been busy and lazy.
i cant rmbrr so ill post the important stuff.
rubix cube competition videos will be up soon. hopefully.
i did okok lah.ill letthe vids do the toking.
ill post after ive uploaded on youtube.
so thats all i can rmbr, ill try to post daily. sorry.

TODAY'S POETRY:

If I don't smile and I start to cry,
you can bet that there's a reason why.
If I look to the stars above,
I'm searching for an ounce of love.
If I close my eyes and start to smile,
you can bet, I'm thinking how you're worthwhile.
If I stop breathing, and close my eyes,
then I saw your reflection in the sky.
If I pray everyday and every night,
it's about you soon being in my sight.
If I lick my lips and my eyes grow soft,
thoughts of you are not far off.
If I lay down my head and fall asleep,
dreams of you flow very deep.
If I'm very sad and extremely blue,
I smile and think of how I love you.

EMOGEEK

&10:40 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

POST:
today,didnt do much.LOL
slacke,did dt hw, tmr den do my chinese compo. At jizz mcflurry's aka joseph aka chubbs MacFatty aka vitamin j house. so ill end it now.wish us goo luck for our match with greenridge sec tmr!

TODAY'S POETRY:
I am not a perfect person,
And I don't try to be.
I am just another imprisoned soul,
That is longing to be set free.

I don't want to be in this place anymore,
I don't want to shed anymore tears.
I'm sick of always hiding inside of myself,
This has gone on for too many years.

I don't want to show my emotions,
Or to tell you how I feel.
I just want to know the difference,
Between what is fake and what is real.

I'm just another lost soul,
That is waiting to be found.
I'm just another liability,
That you don't want around.

I'm just falling through the air,
And I'm about to hit the ground.
But I don't expect anyone to catch me,
Because no one wants me around.

No one really cares about me,
They just ignore me everyday.
No one really cares enough,
To even ask me if I'm okay.

EMOGEEK

&7:49 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

i havent posted in lyk a week? im updating now..

RANTS:
IVE LET U GO. IVE GIVEN UP. HOPE NTH CHANGES.THX.GD LUCK WIF HIM!

POST:
MONDAY: i had frisbee, won lol
TUESDAY: Had trainin
Wednesday:slpt the momment i got home
Thursday:SPORTS DAY, lost frisbee,but had trainin.reached home at 8 lol
Friday:CAMP! sUCKED
SAturday:went home,lol
Sunday: slacked
Monday:had training,slacked wif eugene after
Today:went to lib, lol
went wif chaoyu,novilia,hweemin, den we met a lot of ppl there, mainly traack and feeild ppl.

lazy to post, so i make it brief

TODAY'S POETRY:

Love is like a rose
With gentle tender parts
Slowly it unfolds
And develops in your heart

It's beauty can't be tamed
It's as wild as the wind
Words can never explain
The feelings held within

You could be cut by a thorn
And your heart would tend to bleed
Sometimes it will be torn
But inside is always a new seed

There will always be a change
And yet it grows and grows
Although it may seem strange
Love is like rose

EMOGEEK

&8:55 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Sunday, March 7, 2010

~~~START OF QUIZ~~~

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog.Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.

01. Natasha T.
02. Vikki.
03. Hwee Min
04. Zhan Xiang
05. Natasha C.
06. Shi Yun
07. Anis
08. Soh Khim.
09. Chao Yu.
10. Jonathan.
11. Andrea Caroline.
12. Ding Bang.
13. Shi Chian.
14. Luqman

01. How did you get to meet 7? -Anis-Same class

02. What would you do if you and 13 never met? -Shi Chian-Nth?

03. What would you do if 1 and 12 date? ~Natasha & Ding Bang~ I wuld CHEER! They look CUTE together.

04. Have you ever seen 14 cry? -Luqman- Nope

05. Would 4 and 11 be a good couple? -Zhan Xiang and Andrea- Nope!

06. Do you think 11 is attractive? -Caroline-Yes

07. What's 2's favourite colour? ~Vikki~ I dunnoe??

08. When was the last time you talked to 9? ~Chao Yu~ Today

09. What language does 8 speak? ~Soh Khim~ English and Chinese?

10. Who is 13 going out with?-Shi Chian-KE ZHUAN HAO AND GYF! AHAHAHAHAHA!

11. What grade is 12 in? ~Ding Bang~ 8th

12. Would you ever date with 10? ~Jonathan~ Im not GAY, bitch

13. Where does 5 live? -Nat C- Chinese Garden, i think

14. What's the best thing about 3? -Hwee Min- Shes nice?

15. What would you want to tell 10 now? ~Jonathan~ Fuck u

16. Whats the best thing about 8? ~Soh Khim~ dunnoe

17. Have you ever kissed 5? -Nat C- NO

18. What was the best memory you have with 7? -Anis-Rugby?

19. When's the last time you're going to see 6? -Shi Yun-dunnoe

20. How is 14 and 12 different? ~Luqman & Ding Bang~ ALOT ALOT! TOO MUCH TO LIST OUT.

21.Is 6 pretty? ~Shi Yun~ Yes

22. How did you meet 5? -Nat C-School

23.Is 1 your best friend? ~Natasha T.~ not really

24. Do you hate 12? ~Dind Bang~ no

25. Have you seen 4 on the last month? ~Zhan Xiang~ No

26. What was the last time you said to 3? ~Hwee Min~ Today

27. Have you been to 5's house? ~Nat C-Yes

28. When's the next time you gonna see 10? ~Jonathan~ Tmr

29. Are you close to 13? ~Shi Chian~ not really

30. Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? ~Zhan Xiang~no

31. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? ~Soh Khim~ Nope!

32. Would you give 2 a hug? ~Vikki~No

33. When have you lied to 3? Not yet

34. Is 1 good with socializing? ~Natasha T.~ Yup

35. Do you know secrets about 9? ~Chao Yu~ Hahaahhahaha! Cant tell U

36. Describe the relationship between 12 and 14? ~Ding Bang & Luqman~ Friends

37. Best thing about your friendship with 9? ~Chao Yu~ He's a good person

38. What's the worst thing about 6? ~Shi Yun~She gets overly hyper

39. Have you ever had a crush on 12? ~Ding Bang~ im not gay,bitch

40. Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? ~Luqman~not saying

41. Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? ~Natasha T.~ No.

42. Has 2 met your mother? ~Vikki~ NOPE!

43. How did you get to meet 3? ~Hwee Min~same class

44. Did you ever physically hurt 3? ~Hwee Min~nope

45.Do you live close to 7? ~Anis~yes

46. What's 8's favourite food? ~Soh Khim~ I dunnoe?

47. What kind of car does 1 has? ~Natasha T.~ I dunnoe?

48. Have you ever travelled with 9 before? ~Chao Yu~ Nope!

49. If you give 14, 100 bucks, wad will he/ she spend on? ~Luqman~ Prepaid

darn u vikki, make me do this quiz.
im joking.

RANTS:
today, bo leh.

POST:
morning had tuition, den went cubing with melvin, he oso tought me some basic strumming for guitar. WOOTS
got home, ate lunch, did some assessments den changed and went to lib to meet jon, hwee min and chaoyu.
at the lib, hweemin brought along shi chian ,ling xuan and jia lei.which was uncalled for.LOL
she oso brought this gurl who i mistook for a sec1 turns out onli p5.ROFL
im sorry if i offended u guys.
went there to do hw but mainly slacked.
thats it for today.

TODAY'S POETRY:
There's nothing in this world
That can express my love
You're as beautiful as an angel
And pure as a dove.
Around the world
I've searched and searched
Looking for the one.
Fighting loneliness, sadness,
And rejections
But I now declare that the war is won.
I've found the love,
The love of my life
And I think that one-day
You might be my wife.
We will have children
And live happily ever after
I will make your life joyful
And full of laughter.
Whatever you want I'll give you,
You're the love of my life
That is why I receive you.
With my hands open wide
As wide as the ocean
Just waiting to hug you and never let go
You're the one for me
And that's all I need to know.

EMOGEEK

&10:13 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Saturday, March 6, 2010

yello

ill put a new part for every post

RANTS:
if i suddenly disappeared fr the face of the earth, how many ppl would care: the ans, not many.
my family:obviously
my frens:most wouldntt give a fuck
u:im not sure, would u or wouldnt u?
i cant ask u right? am i that irritating? does my face make u wanna claw ur face off?oh wait.u woudlnt care right?or would u?im not trying to make u feel guilty or anything. i jus want an ans.

POST:
today, didnt do much, mainly slack at home. practiced cubing for upcoming WCA competition on the 20th and 21st March. im probably gonna get some pics and some vids. check em out if u r interested.

TODAY'S POETRY:

When I'm with you I get butterflies.
I love to gaze into your eyes.
The touch of your hand sends a chill.
I can't explain the way I feel.
These feelings are new.
The world goes away when I'm with you.
When you're gone my heart cries.
I dread the moment we say our good-byes.
Then I see you and my heart starts to heal.
I love you so much and I always will.

EMOGEEK

&11:42 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~

Friday, March 5, 2010

hi.

im gonna rant now.

im letting u go. probably. ive asked around. they say ' u like her so much, dun give up' right now i feel so lost.in a dilemma. i dun wanna give up. but u said u r a creature of habit. u dun like change.i dun want to make u unhappi. if u really luv someone. let them go.that could be wat im goin to do. ill still be ur fren. ill help u when u need it. ill be a shoulder to cry on.ill be everything u nid. i wunt give up.it seems.

im done.

today had lessons.mrs pathy was screaming for like the whole fucking lesson. she like wasted so much time.stupid bitch.thx a lot gary.idiotic muthafugga

after skool, went to josephs hs and played L4D. played for like half an hour. den went to rugby.
rugby was pretty awesome.had some warmups. then practeiced full contact positions. then had
a full contact match. was friggiin awesome.my team won. we scored 40-15. yeah.so thats about it for today.

Today's poetry:
Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

EMOGEEK

&7:25 PM}I'm ~~EMO~~